sábado, enero 23
{ 2:38 a. m. }
I’ve got my words. I hope they hurt you.
I hope they scar you. I hope they heal you.
I hope they cut you open,
Make you see you’ve been warring for all the wrong reasons.
Make you see that some things are worth bruising for.
Make you see that your name is your honor code.
Make you see that your hands you’re accounted for.
Pick and choose where your sweat and your blood will go.
Make you see your life’s not to be lived alone.
Run their spit through your hair, you’re worth nothing. Nothing!
But these things take time love.
These things take backbone.
And they’ll tell you what you want to hear ’cause they think it’s better. Better.
But you better know how to point out the liars.
You’ve got to weigh your wars make sure you’re not fighting for nothing. Nothing.
I'm not fighthing for nothing because I just stopped the fight..
which never was a real fight
we were making fools of ourselves
but you realized it faster than me
I really do not care for you
but for what you meant to me...
it is hurtful because I thought...
I thought you were something else
and you are nothing but an animal: impulsive, kinda bestial.
Just hear this... I am no longer afraid of you, neither of your yelling or tears
I am here because of me... you were just someone else who came and now its gone.
why should i suffer for you?
because what i just wrote above... it's my mind giving me reasons to stop these tears in my eyes
but my soul is crying you out.
whoever is talking in here just one thing is completely true: YOU ARE GONE.
would I accept you back? right now Yeah...
Tomorrow not. NOT
Nunca me senti tan solo como cuando ayer de pronto lo entendi mientras callaba la vida me dijo a gritos que nunca te tuve y nunca te perdi
what is love about?
the more I think it... the more I find out I never loved you...
but the more I miss you
What is missing about?
Here I sit wondering how did I let this happen
would I regret you? which is my limit for this?
I only have one on my side... you've won them all including me...
but not for so long you'd keep me.
I do not longer believe in what I thought you were worth for
were you lying? or Did you change?
or was I so blind to see the real you...
I guess I didn't get the whole you after all, we're all the same
are we the same?
Impulsive, kinda bestial.
lying & changing
will you ever care?
will I ever care again?
just turn off the light and close the door. I won't return to that empty room thinking of it as paradise,
I won't return to that park to see us dead
I won't return to that tree I'd rather burn out, I won't ever sing again that song we yelled at each other every night.
Will I ever care again?
HOPING NOT.
